hiya!
well today i decided i had to take some photos of myself for my b4 shots so when i loose all the weight i can look back and think, arrgggg did i really look like that! haha i got my dear hubby to take the pics, we decided i should have some of me in my underwear, well, when i saw the pics i was a bit shocked, especially the pic of my back...i didnt realise my fat roll went all the way to almost the middle of my back, that did scare me! now those pics are for my own file so dont worry, there is no way i will post them here so you can breathe easy now. haha
im really glad we took the pics though, wish i had of taken them of me b4 id lost 11kg though! never mind.
going back to getting a bit of a surprise when i saw the pic of my back, since we moved back to australia we havnt bought a full length mirror, i wonder if thats coz i dont wanna see how i really look???? i have been in town a few times and nearly bought one but then i put if off.
a couple of weeks ago we were down the west coast and i was in the bathroom of our hotel room and i looked at myself in the big mirror and thought, oh man, look at your belly! i dont hate myself or anything but i guess when you see yourself like that its a big reminder of why i started the weight loss journey in the first place, one day i wanna be able to look in the mirror and think wow, girl, your belly looks great!!!! haha
give me a year and i will be saying it! :)
apart from the photo shock i have had a good day. i have eaten well and remained within my points, with 4.5 to spare! i was thinking i might eat something to use all the points but then im not hungry so why should i? i havnt done any exercise today so i really dont need to eat anything.
shep finished work a little earlier today so he surprised us. (its cool when he does that...dosnt happen very often) at the time i was bathing shammah as he had done a real runny poo and its one of those ones where u gotta strip everything off and put them straight in the bath! shep was wondering why i was bathing him at 4 in the avo... :{
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Your son is gorgeous and yes, I remember those poos. LOL. I can remember putting Amy in the bath at 3 in the morning because it was the easiest way to get everyone cleaned up and back to bed in the quickest possible time.
Great before photos and well done on the underwear ones. Its hard to really look at yourself at any weight (very hard to really 'see'yourself) but at least you know that isn't going to be how you look for long.
Great blog!
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